Officium Triste - The Guilt

It's hard to look back now
Of what was real
The things we had
When all seemed fine
It's not on me
You crossed that line
I did my time

I know I am the one to blame
I still can hear you cry
I know I caused this pain
(And) I never even tried

Now that you are gone
My life goes on
I won't look back
'Cause I'll be fine
It's not on me
It's not my crime
I did my time

To solve what I did cause
To make right what I did wrong
There's only me you can blame
In hell is where I belong

The sparkle in your eyes just disappeared
A shadow cast upon your life
The glint I saw came from the tears
You shed because of my lies
It is my fault, I did you harm
And I never even cared
It's all on me, I denied your trust
I understand you wish me dead

And I searched for purity deep within my soul
Only to find demons demons that took control
That caused me to do these things
Things that caused this pain
And now nothing will never ever be the same

I know I am the one to blame
I still can hear you cry
I know I caused this pain
And I never even tried

It's hard to look back now
Of what was real
The things we had
When all seemed fine
It's not on me
You crossed that line
I did my time

Please don't look back
I crossed that line
Your life goes on
You have done your time

Now that you are gone
My life goes on
I won't look back
'Cause I'll be fine
It's not on me
It's not my crime
I did my time